2005-02-03 - 1:38 p.m.
it seems i am destined to play a supporting role, be the one in the background while the people i help get the credit. its not that i want to be the hero, or want the fame and the glory. i just want to be recognized and able to further myself to get my goals. i want to get my goals and be on top of things, i don't want to do it because i get famous for it.
its a personal achievement thing.
the thing is, i always get overlooked. i know i've talked about it before but it just seems to happen over and over again. why to me? the people i help don't always thank me... they want to get to the top and want to get in it a way that is seemingly impossible - by themselves. no matter what i do... if i tell people i helped said star, it seems as though i've got an inferiority complex, that i NEED to be recognized.
god. i hate people in general.
